We're here!!!!

We arrived safely on the 28th if not soundly. It was a really hard time for me; I honestly thought I was going crazy for a little bit, but things are fine now. It was so great to see Spencer again and Madelyn now wants nothing to do with me. If I look at her, talk to her, or ask for a hug, she'll start crying "daddy, daddy" and run to Spencer. I think she was a little traumatized about him being gone so long. I will post pictures of our house soon, but things are really messy while we are organizing and trying to set up house. Hopefully the rest of our stuff comes soon. That's our update for now!

Small miracles and blessings

It's amazing how some small things can seem so big. We have a renter; they have paid their deposit and signed a lease contract (thanks to my darling Lyndsie. I seriously owe you big time!). What a relief! We could have paid the mortgage and rent there if we had to, but considering all the things we are going to need to buy when we get there, it is so nice to not have to. The contract is only 6 months, and month to month after, but at least if we have a gap between renters later, Spencer will be up to his full pay. He still has to pass his protocols, which will then bump him up a lot. We will have been able to get the things we need by then and he will be making enough so we won't be boiling beans for dinner. I still would rather have done that than stay here, without Spencer.

Things are slowly starting to sink in about leaving all the people who have become our world here. I am so immensely grateful for my life. I have been so blessed, much more than I ever deserve, with friends and people I love who have enriched and uplifted and blessed my life. I can never thank them (you) enough. Thank you so much for putting up with all my quirks and mistakes and flaws and letting me learn and grow and become better because I have been lucky enough to have known you all. I love very deeply, it's part of me for both good and bad, and I am heartbroken over the lack of contact I will have compared to now. I know that I will stay in contact with the many amazing friends I have, maybe almost better now because I won't be working myself to death, (although doing that was what kept me in contact. Hmmm, tricky there). I'll figure it out. But I'm saying thank you, even though it will never be enough. Thanks, for all of it!

13 days and counting!

I had a breakdown last week where I was considering buying Spencer a plane ticket for $1000 for just a few days here. After I came to my senses, I realized that is crazy and if we were going to be spending that much money we might as well be paying for our mortgage here and rent in Hawaii. The cheapest day to fly there in October just happens to be the 1st day of Spencer's next full week off. We bought tickets, flying to Lihue from LAX on the 28th. We decided that we will ship some furniture, but very very basics, like my bed, the girl's bed and dresser, my road bike, and golf clubs. The rest of boxes we'll ship through my brother-in-law who works for Fed Ex and can give us a discount. My dad is awesome and will help drive our U-haul down to California with me driving the Pilot. Since he has had some blood clot issues we'll just drive to Primm, which is a little outside of Vegas and stay there the night of the 24th and then drive to California the next day.

I'm frustrated right now because we thought we had a renter, we were just waiting to check out references and get a deposit, but they have been ignoring my calls so I'm sure that's not going to happen right now. We were actually getting a little excited because even though to rent we'll have to eat about $200 a month, at least we'll have the house still if we come back or maybe in a couple of years if we decide to stay we can sell it in a better real estate market. I was just looking forward to NOT having to pay both payments if we didn't have to. Well, hopefully someone will want to rent it fairly quickly. We can use any prayers you can give right now.

We found a place to rent in a nice neighborhood at a great price. It has tons of kids running around and 3 policemen in the neighborhood. That will help me sleep better at night in a new state when Spencer will be on calls. The owners actually asked if we would care if they left some furniture, like a kitchen table, nightstands, dressers. Since we are selling almost everything we own, that is amazing to not have to go out and replace it all right away. At least things have fallen in to place on that end. I just wanted to give an update and let everyone know how things are going. We have an end in sight to the time that we will have been separated as a family. It will have been 9 weeks by the time we get over there.

Madelyn

Mad had her 2nd birthday a little while ago, but we were waiting to celebrate until Spencer got home. Well, we decided that when Spencer got in, we would go to Disneyland instead of hanging around here, so her birthday was kind of celebrated in the Happiest Place on Earth. It's one of our happiest places for sure, although nothing come close to the peace of the temple.

I want to write down some of the adorable, funny and sweet things she does so I can remember some of them.

• she always and I mean ALWAYS puts her shoes on the RIGHT feet. We thought it was fluke at first so we started watching consistently and yep, she always know which foot to put the shoe on. What 2 year old does that? It's really funny.
• she loves to sing, and I am just now starting to make out what she is trying to say. Tonight I heard '"temple" so that was awesome. She will just walk around singing to herself.
• she loves to pull out Sienna's Barbies and play with them
• she calls any prettily dressed girl a princess, but she especially loves Cinderella.
• she is obsessed with books. She will just bring you any book she can find and expect to sit and read forever.
• She fell in love with Winnie the Pooh at Disneyland and loves anything with him or the other characters in it. The way she says all their names is adorable.
• she loves Sienna and Aidan so much. She tries to sleep with one of them every night, climbing up in their beds and pulling the covers up and sucking her thumb. Hoping I will let her stay, which I have occasionally done. She's getting so big.
• her weight was 30th percentile and her height was 20th percentile.
• she is obsessed with putting products in her hair, which I can't blame her for since she sees me doing it to other people's hair. She smeared A&D ointment all over her hair, which I think took about a week to finally wash out so it didn't look super greasy. She recently found a candle (which I swear was hard!) somehow softened it and smeared it all over her hair and face. Again, super greasy, the clarifying  shampoo hardly got anything out of it. So she is again running around with a greasy looking head. I promise I do wash my child's hair!
• she is obsessed with brushing her teeth. She loves it! She'll smile all cheesy at me and show me her teeth. She even lets me floss them. I know her Uncle Jeff, who is a Pediatric Dentist, would be so proud.

I might add to this as I think of other things.